Post by JACOBY LONDON CASH on Sept 5, 2010 1:03:43 GMT -5
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jacoby london cash.
nineteen ,, florida ,, merch kid for march of the dead ,, gay ,, hyper ,, tom skyes
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HEY! MIND IF WE ASK YOU SOME QUESTIONS? WELL, GOOD. SO, ALRIGHT, WHO ARE YOU, YOU KNOW, THE BASICS?
Why, do you want to know this? I'm just the merch kid for the band march of the dead. I'm nothing that special, but if it's a must then lets get this over with cause I can not stand to sit here longer than need be. I'm nineteen and I was born on July third. My mother named me Jacoby London Cash though most people call me cash or Jacob. I'm gay even though I don't tell most people that's cause I just can't take the funny looks and rude comments, but I am. Are we Done yet?
COOL, COOL. SO TELL US, HOW'D YOU GET THIS FAR?
Funny story actually, well as a child. My parents were very strict, military type people and of course god just had to make me different. So while all my other siblings were playing sports and into girls. I just happen to like music and be into boys. So my friend got me into going to concerts and one day this dude just gave me a job as the photographer. So that's it, are we done now?
ALRIGHT, NOW, WHAT GETS YOU THROUGH THE DAY?
music, I bet you saw that one coming right? Yeah well it's true I do. I also like my job cause I get to meet new people and it's just amazing. I like trying new things, I haven't tried yet, that's always fun. Let see what else, I like kisses and affection even though I don't get it most of the time cause well I'm afraid to, but I just like the feeling of being loved. Then again who doesn't? Last, but not least I love candy and I think that's about it.
OH, WHAT JUST MAKES YOU WANNA STRANGLE A KITTEN?
What!! Why would I do such a thing!? Well first lets start off by saying animal cruelty cause anyone who would do such a thing is just plain inhuman. I also hate meat, yes I'm a vegetarian get over it! I hate teasing cause it's just like get the fuck over yourself. I also hate time cause it makes you older and I want to be young forever. I'm already nineteen and that is old as fuck in my book. I also dislike staying still because of my ADHD and ADD I can't stay in the same place for too long. I just have to move and if I don't i'll go fucking insane. I think those are it cause well I'm not a hateful person.
ON A TOUR LIKE THIS, DO YOU GUYS LIVE IT UP?
Do I live it up? Well I guess you could say I try to. I'm always the first to try something and since I'm constantly on the move. I love to get out there and just have fun.
COMPLETELY RANDOM, BUT HOW MUCH DO YOU TWEET, FORMSPRING?
I wish, but I just can't stay still long enough to check even a single message and anyways making friends in real life is way better than online.
ANYONE CAUGHT YOUR EYE HERE SO FAR?
No I don't think so. Of course I always find myself staring at a cute guy or having a crush on someone. Though that's as far as it ever goes. I don't think I have ever been in a committed relationship cause I'm way too afraid of getting hurt or hurting someone else. Plus all the gossip that goes around. I don't think I would be able to handle it.
WHAT ABOUT YOUR FAMILY?
Well they kinda kicked me out of the house when I was fifteen and I haven't talked to them ever since. I guess you could say their the reason I'm afraid of coming out of the closet
DO YOU THINK YOUR EVER GOING TO?
Maybe one day when I grow the balls.
SO WHATS UP WITH YOUR ADHD AND ADD?
Okay so I have been diagnosed with both ever since I was nine and it makes me incapable of staying still. It's also the reason I'm not allowed to have a lot of caffeine or sugar even though I always break that rule. Plus it basically makes me an adrenaline junkie, but I don't look at that as a bad thing."
hey, so i'm crazy. i've been roleplaying for four years now. as well as this character, i also play no one else. you can reach me by pm is fine if you need me for anything. i found cross your fringers by caution to the wind and i'm pretty glad i did. here's an example of mah skillz. (:The past few day's or maybe the past week, Adrian couldn't tell, time flew by so fast in Stanfield. That day's just seem to blur together and then you just started to lose track that or you just stopped caring. Well, how ever long it was Adrian still felt like shit with sleepless nights, horrible stomach pains, lack of sex, and day's full of drama. He wasn't use to having and couldn't exactly remember how it all happened. Though what seem to amaze him the most was that he had pulled threw it all. Was it over, he didn't know or couldn't tell. Did he care was another story, he defiantly didn't care for it that was sure. This was why he hated people getting attached and why sex with random strangers or with anyone who was willingly going to give it to you was better. You didn't have to get emotional with the other person or hold anything back. It wasn't like the other person cared and they defiantly weren’t going to be around the next morning once you woke up or even stayed after sex. Adrian had been so use to being abused that it became normal. It had become a way of his life that the lack of it felt like withdrawal for a druggie. Though Adrian always seemed to be the type of person to forget what was happening until suddenly it came crashing back into his life of course there was always one thing he wouldn't forget. How disgusting he looked and felt everyday and there was only one place that could cure him when he felt just as shitty as he looked, the bathroom.
It was pretty nice when your dorm was only so far away from the bathroom and the common room. The two places he seemed to be the most and it was even nicer when the guards didn't expect you has bulimic. He had been binging for the last two days, and after breakfast it was strait to the bathroom. He felt like shit and he probably looked worse, it only made him feel worse when he realized. He was everything others told him he was. Though it always seemed to feel good or more like he forgot everything when he fond himself bent over the toilet, a position he found himself in countless times before, two fingers jammed down his throat, bringing back up everything he had just ate moments ago. Though of course he just wanted to get rid of the disgusting baggage, almost hoping it would make things better though of course it only seemed to cause more problems. He just wanted to be left as he did his disturbing daily ritual of up chucking food. The only thing that seem to make him remotely feel better.
Adrian found himself, bringing up his food three, four times. One just wasn't enough, he had to make sure he got rid of everything he despised and when the sight of blood was spotted, it still wasn't enough to give Adrian a reason to stop. He was only finished when he finally decided to stop whether his body protested or not, it was never going to be good enough for Adrian. Though of course his compulsion to force his body to throw up a fifth time was abruptly erupted by the loud ruckus of trampled footsteps and muffled voice. Jolting Adrian into shock as he managed his best to clean himself off for the fear of being caught and feeling even worse then when he started. Swaying from side to side, the lack of food starting to show as his vision blurred slightly as he gained his stance quickly, leaning onto the side of the bathroom stall, keeping his body from plummeting to the ground. Wiping any remaining food or blood from his chin, spitting into the toilet and flushing quickly. Hoping who ever it was just needed to fucking use the restroom. Griping tightly to the edges of the stall, breathing deeply almost heaving as he waited for his chance to run out quickly and forget about his little trip to the bathroom and what has just happened in the same stall he was killing himself in, just like he always did and again nothing was new. A habit that was just apart of his life.
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